Astronomical correspondence and ephemera, 1960-1985
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True freedom is the obedience to a law you impose on yourself.
Knowledge is a tool, not an end. The process is the point. This process has to be nameless. For if I were to give it a name, it would take hold, be worshipped, you would identify with it, and it would have power over you.
The Self is a massive compression of processes we cannot consciously track: Habits. Chemicals. Culture. Memories. Mimicry. It's a story we tell ourselves to function in the world. This is not a cage that you have to destroy to be free. It is a tool embedded in you that can be dissolved or expanded, a mask that you consciously and willingly choose to wear.
Truth, Meaning, or Purpose may forever be unknown to you. Your actions seem not to matter. And you are going to die. Without a joyful acceptance of this fact, this work may get you in a physical or a mental prison.
This is meant to change you. It is a potential tool and a trap meant to get you into the constant collapse and reformation of the self. You cannot exist without systems. It's about recognizing them, understanding their influence, and choosing or resisting how you engage with them.
There is no "safe" way to engage with this.
You need to laugh at it and learn the freedom that comes from being truly, deeply lost.
Not only liberation has power. Constraints have it too. To impose law on yourself and consistently train your body unlocks power. To restrain oneself from fighting on the street and going to jail is power. And binding to a belief can have it too.
Belief can be useful, but it has a price. It demands a space in yourself. You need energy to justify a belief. It changes you. It is wise to assess whether the exchange is fair.
You can force people into traps, But you cannot force them out. You can't even force yourself. It's beyond will.
It's to renounce.